No one else

just a glimpse of your face
makes me melt
how can i say i hate you?
i forced myself to hate you
but i just can't
my heart always take your side
everything always has to come back with you
oh dear.

Today first paper. English paper. The first paper was okay. The second one is a bit tough, but I got so sleepy during the second paper that I fell asleep. I woke up at 12.00! Paper finish at 12.25. I quickly do my summary. Oh My Gosh!
Went to eat at the canteen for a while then go home. So tired. Later got tuition.
Zzzzz.
Since some people most of the time doesn't seem happy when I'm around
Then I've made my decision
That there is higher chance of me leaving
It may be hard for some of you
But it's harder for me
Cause I'm the one that is leaving
When I don't want to
But I just don't feel comfortable
And I just feel like I need a new environment
What's the point of me staying
When my presence bring sadness to you guys
So I just might as well leave
So you guys are happy
I would anything just to make you guys happy
Even if I have to go another 1000 miles
But you guys just remember that
I will forever love you guys.

it sucks looking at you everyday
i just can't get over it
it's difficult
i waited long enough for this?
i avoid making eye-contact with you
i avoid walking behind/in front you
i avoid saying your name
i avoid talking about you
no matter how far i try to hide away
it will just come back to you
i'm still in love with you
&that Sucks.Big.Time.

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da da-da da
I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time have I kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
da da da da-da
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
When my heart is....broken
Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise
Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Da da da-da da
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I can't be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry.
Da da da da, da da da dada da da da-da da
Please, please don't leave me
Baby please don't leave me
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me no no no
You say I don't need you but it's always gonna come right back,
It's gonna come right back to this.
Please, don't leave me.
No.No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
Lyrics to the song that it is playing. If you're lovesick, try singing along to the song.
;) So suits me.

Oh.My.God
Tomorrow English paper! But what to study for english? Read books? Go thru formats for the report writing. I'm just nervous for the comprehension part.
Anyway left school at about 5.45pm and reached home at about 6.20pm. Late right? I wanted to go home earlier, but I just wanted to stay a bit longer.
Tired.Sick.Restless.

just when i thought that it was coming
but i was blinded by love
it went by fast
but it will be gone slowly
trying to erase you off of my mind
as long as you're happy
i will be, i guess
stay strong, keep looking forward
if only i'm that strong
we're not meant to be
i'll forget you
even if we're the only ones left
you're still not wanted
you put me on high hopes
now i've learnt my lessons
not to be blinded and putting my hopes high
thanks for all the smiles that you gave me before
but i was a fool then
and i know that this day would come
even though you knew that you were the one i liked
but i was still invincible in your eyes
stay happy and i don't ever wanna see you sad
you're still gonna be loved
but i'll move on
Dear God,
Please show me what I'm looking for
Cause I'm tired of searching

I'm feeling really down, okay. & there's nothing that can cheer me up for this one
:(
Glad that everything is normal again. Yeah. Exams are approaching. I have to go check-up on Wednesday in school. Selected people only, and I'm one of them. I got this tiam(whatever it's called) on my forehead. Just because of that, I almost got beaten up by these group of girls who was hanging around at my block area. WTH! Seriously man. I was f*cking scared to hell. Luckily, someone save me. I would never want to have this thing again, I swear to God.
Btw, she's ugly.

waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought,
useless and disappointed.

Exams are approaching people!
Come on, GET UP AND PUT ON YOUR THINKING CAPS!
Study hard. Very Hard, okay?
Okay, well, I also have to study hard. Lols.
Stuck at home for only two days has been a torture man!
And when boredom strikes, you might not know what I might be doing at home. Alone.
My gosh. I have to clean up my room. It's all messed up. You might not know what you can find uder my bed. And when someone open my cupboard, all the things in it will fall out.
Somebody come my house and clean my room for me can?
I will treat you to a packet of milo;P
I want to sleep.
Zzzzzz.

Dear friend,
I'm willing to go to the end of the Earth
Just for you to forgive me.

Friendship always has it's ups & downs.
I don't know who to trust now.
I wish everything would just slow down.
Confused.Lost.Disappointed
No worries, I'll be gone sooner or later.
You guys won't probably be seeing me again.
Thanks anyway.

Even if I have to go another thousand miles just to get me to you, I'll still go.
And with you, I'm in love.
Phrase of the day.
:)

I am under lots of pressure right now. Why must problems come when the exams are just aound the corner? I just want to bring everything out of me. I am so tired of keeping it to myself. I want to tell somebody, but I just can't find the right person.
Why do people fall in love so easily? It's easy to fall, but difficult to get up. If only, you weren't born in this world.
I feel like going to the roof top of a tall building and scream my lungs out.

If only I could turn time back. Change everything that is happening now. Life.Sucks.Big.Time.For.This.Year.

To Nurul Natasha:
I'm so sorry. If I did hurt your feelings, I'm terribly sorry. I don't want to fight with you. It's been 3 years. I don't want all those beautiful memories that we had go down the rubbish chute. I guess I was just over-reacting. I was under so much pressure that I disn't even know what I did. I'm sorry.

To Shakinah:
I'm sorry. I have disturbed you a lot. You're under lots of pressure and yet I still talked to you about my problems. I shouldn't have. I really am sorry. I guess I hadn't be a good friend to you. But no matter what, you will still be my bestest friend. I really feel guilty towards you. Even though you said it was okay. I love you and always will:)
You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside when something ain't right
Don't need to pretend
You're a true friend.

Actions speak louder than words.
Phrase of the day.
:D

Nice right?

I would lie awake just to hear you breathe.
I won't close my eyes till you're out of my sight.
Favourite phrase of the day.
It's true.
;)

Nothing much to blog about today.
Honestly speaking, my butt hurts.
And Jesscca, thanks for making me feel all better by laughing at me.
It hurts, okay.
:D

Tell me that I'm Special even when I know I'm not.
And with you,
I'm in Love.

Friday night beneath the stars,
in a field behind your yard,
you and I are paintin' pictures in the sky.
And sometimes we don't say a thing,
just listen to the crickets sing.
Everything I need is right here by my side.
And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you.
[Chorus:]
I'm only up when you're not down.
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground.
It's like no matter what I do.
Well you drive me crazy half the time;
the other half I'm only trying to let you know that what I feel is true.
And I'm only me when I'm with you.
Just a small town boy and girl
livin' in a crazy world.
Tryin' to figure out what is and isn't true.
And I don't try to hide my tears.
The secrets or my deepest fears.
Through it all nobody gets me like you do.
And you know everything about me
.You say that you can't live without me.
[Chorus]
When I'm with anybody else it's so hard to be myself.
Only you can tell.
[Chorus:]
That I'm only up when you're not down.
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground.
It's like no matter what I do.
Well you drive me crazy half the time;
the other half I'm only trying to let you know that what I feel is true.
And I'm only me
Who I wanna be
Well, I'm only me when I'm with you
With you
Uh huh
Yeah
Lyrics to the song that is playing.

Finally, weekends are arriving. I really am very tired. I just want to thank everyone who tried to cheer me up in school today. Too many of you. Too many names to be written. Thanks a lot! I love you guys! You're the best.
Remedials start next week. And all the remedials finish at 4.30pm. It's a good thing though. So that I can make-up to whatever subjects that I lack.
Malay: I'm okay.
Maths: I'm okay.
English: I'm okay.
Principles Of Accounts: I don't know much.
Physics: I don't know anything at all(ooppss!). Okay, I have a very good reason. I either was sleeping when Mr Tan is teaching/I'm not in class/I'm talking/I'm on my phone:P
Biology: I'm okay.
Social Studies: I'm okay, but still can be improved.
Geography. I don't know anything. Only a bit.
Whoa. Did I really slack that much?! OMFG. I have to pass EXAMS!
Okay, someone teach me a bit can?
Am I crazy or falling in ♥
Is it a feeling or just another crush.

Can I not talk about school today? Because it sucks big time:(
I would never want to seperate the both of you. My relationship with him has been like that since last year. I don't even know whether the both of yo love each other or not, but I have no feelings about him. Yes, it's true that I love him, but only as a brother. I already treat you like my own sister. Why would I want to that to you? I am not that heartless. Don't go too jealousy. I would never want to seperate the both of you. Never.
Lots of things came up to my mind these days.
And please, if you're trying to get back to me, it wouldn't work. I don't love you anymore & I didn't even regret of breaking up with you. I know you've changed now. You're a good person now. But still, I don't think I want to get back with you.
I'm just letting everything out through my blog. There are other stuffs that are bothering me. I just need a good warm, comforting hug. I need someone to talk to. I feel like crying now. Looking at all my friends living happily, I wonder when would be my turn. I'm just lonely..
:(
Btw, special thanks to Shakinah & Jesscca or trying to cheer me up. I ♥ you guys!

And your smile still makes my ♥ sing
Another sad song
Cause I'm still in ♥ with you..

:D
Today, quite a number of teachers did not attend school. No English, Social Studies and Malay. Skip Physics class. Whoa! How to study like this?!
Stayed in school until about 2.40pm then go home. I wanted to go home earlier, but I changed my mind. Went to buy vanilla milkshake at Bishan J8 then I head home.
Shakinah, I know what you are going through now. Whatever it is, cheer up and don't let the fear take over you.
I don't wanna fall asleep,
Cause I don't know if I'll get up,
And I don't wanna cause a scene,
But I'm dying with your love.
:)

Today has been a great day. And I don't know why. Hahah!
Today had Sexual Talk for VE. I think it is one of the best that I have attended before. Thanks to someone I couldn't concentrate well because he keep sms-ing me during the talk. Hahah! Okok. Today was the first lesson for my English Enrichment Programme and I tell you, it's darn boring! But it's quite fun at the same time. I went because I think I find my teacher quite good-looking. Hahaha! Yupp. Girlfriends told me to postabout "Vermin" or "Verimin" whatever it's called. I don't even know how to spell it. I don't even know what it means. :D
Can I say that I have the BEST FRIENDS IN THE WHOLE WIDE UNIVERSE?
I ♥ YOU GUYS!
Yeah.
Btw, HE'S BACK!
:(

Until your mine
I'm not gonna be
Even close to Complete.

How cute!

They was seen out and about yesterday.

It really made my day. lols.

If you don't know, i'm sooo FANATIC about them.

So yeah.

Ex-boyfriend & ex-girlfriend hanging out together for a lunch date?

Hmmm..

In the picture, you can actually see Miley hanging on to Nick's shirt.

Look closely.

Imagine that's me. Hahah!

Not in another twenty years time.

Just came back from Geylang market with Mummy. Gosh, it was so crowded! Went inside the market to buy fish and it was smelly and wet! Yucks.
So tired. It's a wet day today.
Homework are yet to be done.
:(

Below is a video taken yesterday after school. You have to listen hard.
Thanks to Shakinh's CareBear. Hahaha!
Voices:
Purple bear- Me
Pink bear- Achap

Hahaha! I was laughing my ass off when I was watching it from my phone in my room. I seriously was in a bad mood then after watching this, I was okay already. Hahaha!
I'm trying to use another playist.
:D

CONGRATULATIONS TO

MCC!

Achieved Silver award and it was what we wanted.

It will be Gold for the next SYF.

Anyway, we really deserved it.

After all the scoldings from teachers, instructor and seniors,

we earned it.

Congrats and I'm really happy.

We showed Mdm Normila &Mdm Ezreen

that we can do it.

Congrats!

I am suppeeerrrr hyper today and I don't know why. I laugh a lot after school today. Well me and Achap used Shakinah's Carebears and we acted out a scene. It was hilarious I tell you. Well it was, to me!
Hahahah!
I kept staring at my phone a lot of times since yesterday. I think some people should know why;)
I love it, okay!

I'm seriously NERVOUS for SYF Results. I'm not sure when we're getting the results. We did or best okay! No mistakes made... I hope. But you people musn't put high hopes on us. We ourselves aren't that confident.

"MCC Members, if you're reading this, if we didn't achieve what we want to achieve, don't let it bring us down, okay. We must tell ourselves that we are prepared for anything. As a member of MCC, we will go through everything together. We win together, we lose together. No one is left alone. We can accept whatever results that we are going to get even if it's not what we expect. Life has it's ups and downs. Once a dancer, always a dancer."

I keep changing blogskins. I'm bored okay.
PK1 is being a pain in the ass today. Honestly speaking. I'm seriously irritated by his attitude today.
Tomorrow have PE. Most pobably will be doing my NAPFA since I haven't do any of the items yet :(
Oh yeah, Thanks Achap for that photo. Hahah!
:D

Miley Cyrus @

American Country Music Awards.

The "future me". Ehem-Ehem!

She looked gorgeous man!

I love the dress.

Her performance was darn good also.

She performed

"The Climb".

Tirrreeeeddd!!
Today isn't one of my best days. I don't know why. I feel so...unusual.
Anywho, tomorrow is SYF! I;m so freakkkinnnnngggg nervous about it! Gosh.
Assemble as usual tomorrow in school, but MCC members will go to the hall immediately at 0745am until 0930am to practice. Then break until 1000am. At 1000am SHARP, have to be in the dance studio already for make-up. Oh man!
Good luck peeps!
Btw,

Happy 1-month to

Shakinah&Achap.

(Shachap)

Happy 1-day to

Rahmat&Dewi.

(NuRah?)

When will it be my turn?

Hahaha!

:(
Woke up early today. I didn't want to, but I have tuition. Argh!
Alone at home. Mummy go work. Ate Honeystar Cereal for breakfast. Hahah! It's nice okay. Tomorow school already. Last MCC practice for SYF tomorrow.
Oh-M-Gee. SYF is on Tuesday. It's just TWO days away. I'm so nervous.
Yeah.

Waiting for your,
Call I'm sick,
Call I'm angry,
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat,
Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes,
What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your...)
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight
And I'm tired of being all alone,
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home[4X]
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Lyrics to the song that is playing:D

:D
I'm suppppeeeerrrr hyper today after school. Hahaha! I don't know what got into me. I laughed a lot today. Lols! I can still feel the tiredness of laughing.
Okay, I didn't go NAPFA 5 items today. Raudhah never go so I also never go. Hahah! Shakinah didn't go. Deeyana, Achap & Syafiq attend. Wait for them to finish then go home.
I don't have anything to blog about.
Anyway, tomorrow have MCC. SYF NEXT WEEK! Gosh, I'm so nervous.
Be in school hall by 0830 tomorrow.

Cheer up!

Nothing much happened today.
Shakinah is funny today! Hahaha. Chill.
I'm Happy:D

Well, most of you know that I'm a fan of Miley and the JonasBrothers.

Well, most of you also know that I like seeing Nick & Miley together.

I was freaking out when I see this picture.

It was taken during the KIDS CHOICE AWARDS.

So cute!

They once dated each other for two years then they broke up.

Now it's good to see them being friends again.

Awww..

I don't even know why I'm posting this. It's just...Random.

I'm bored.

I actually can't believe that I am home super early today. Wow! For the very first time man. Hahaha! Anyway, not much happened in school today. Actually I have to go for my 2.4km run today at the stadium, but I'm too tired to go. Besides, most of them are not attending. I just do a re-test. Lols!
Btw, Shakinah, that blog post that you told me, I don't think it's about me though. Hahah! Aku tengok aku senyum sendiri sak!
:D

You're growing on me everyday.

Hanna Haziqah, 120894
♥

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