i wish life isn't this complicated.

this is the shortest relationship i've been in. a 3-day relationship. but, i felt really great letting him go. i'm not even upset actually, just disappointed only. anyway, the past is the past. i'mn ot looking back. i'm just gonna concentrate on my studies and the future:)

btw, class photo-taking today was AWESOME:D

"M" is very helpful today, and Chris Putih looked cuter than before:) he looked much more charming today, honestly speaking.

Mr. B-boy, Farhan (:

school was suppppeeerrrr fun today! after morning assembly, my class straight away went up to the hall to attend our break dancing course. the above guy up there was our instructor. farhan was his name. after a lot of practices my class did, some of us manage to break dance already, including me :) other classes did hip-hop, rapping, learn how to be a dj (i forgot what is was called. lols) and i think drumming also. not forgetting, hosting. about 11.30am, watched the whole performance in hall and it was darn good. the video above explains it all.

syeikh haikal came to our school, followed by his wife, annebelle and all his other dance crew. they will be opening their studio next month, and i probably wanna go visit it. i fell in love with break dance today :O

it was a jolly good show, and i really want to meet-up with them again, especially farhan. he's kinda cute :P

i took photos with syeikh too! lols.

and i'm drowning in my tears now :(

there are only two important things in my mind right now. my results and .. actually i don't really know what the other is.

anyway, i want to thank raudhah, shakinah, deeyana for trying to tell me not to worry, and also to fauzie for practically saving my life just now and for being a good listening ear just now. thanks for the hug, too :) thank you guys so much. i couldn't ask for more <3

i guess today wasn't good as the other days? well, not only today, but this whole week. sometimes in life, you will definitely feel like there's no point in living no more. i'm currently in that situation right now, and i don't know who to turn to. just gotta bear in mind that everything happens for a reason.

& to deeyana, i have never thought of comitting suicide, okay?don't worry, why would i wanna leave all the people that i love, right? anyway, you can be my counsellor, right?

;D

i'm.freaking.tired

zzzzz

another mcc practice tomorrow and friday.

before i forgot,

just a little note:

typical people who's always putting the blame on me.

-.-

i'm gonna go for a quick nap, while waiting for my show to start.

goodbye.

..........

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NURUL DIYANA BINTE HASHIM:)

:)

physics paper and POA paper was managable. i didn't get to finish my POA paper :(

today is kinda one of the worse days for me.

my flu has gotten worse. i'm starting to have a headache and fever :( my feets are so weak, that i had difficulties walking home just now. lucky thing, i didn't faint :O

i don't know if i still have my medication. maybe going doctor tomorrow. seriously, i feel like i'm half-dead.

yesterday english paper 1 was kind of tough. the compo topics are hard. the arcticle writing was okay. malay paper was okay, i guess (:
today maths paper 1 was okay. most of the questions are up to my standard. lols. but yeah, two r three questions are tough. social studies was TOUGH. it's suppppeeerrr difficult and i don't even know if my format was right :O
exams finished at about 12.20pm. went canteen to grab a bite, and went up to 302's classroom for my english oral. the oral was supppeeerrr easy. it's all about shopping. waited for raudhah to finish, then went to mac. met up with shakinah, deeyana, ain, hid and sasa. chatted for a while, then home sweet home. took the train with shakinah and ain since they're going bugis to collect a present.
goodbye weekdays, hello weekends :)
next week monday, have to be in school by 10.30am. english paper 2 starts at 10.45am. at least can sleep slightly longer, right? i just find these days have been awesome for me. i don't know why, but i feel that i've been smiling a lot. and it's not my usual kind of smile. it's a good kind of smile :)
okay, i wanna sleep now cause i'm having a suppeeerrr strong headache and starting to get a sore throat. ouch :(
happy weekends peeps.
& oh, miley deleted her twitter :(

and i still can't believe i'm gonna be sec 4 next year :O

and i still can't believe that i'm still short. well, at least i grow a bit :) i swear, end of next year, i'm gonna cry D:

anyways, good luck to everyody:)

"Tell her you miss her when you’re close enough to kiss her & that you’d walk a thousand miles to tell her so."