Sunday, May 30, 2010


HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY,
NADRA IWANI :D
May all your wishes come true on this very day.
Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki.
Thanks for always being a pair of listening ears when we go home together
in the train.
Go find one good Ang Moh for yourself :P
Don't stress yourself out about boys.
You'll find the right one soon :)
You're like a sister to me.
Happy Birthday :)


Wednesday, May 26, 2010

I just wish you knew how much it hurts inside, what it's done to me, and how i can't imagine ever feeling OK again.
I'm sorry.
Seriously, I am.
my attitude was bitchy today. do you think that i really want to act that way? of course not.
whatever it is, i'm sorry for acting that way and i know i shouldn't have. but i couldn't help it, that's all. okay, i'm sorry.
today was one of the worst days.


Tuesday, May 25, 2010

i hate myself for having this fcuked up feeling towards you. i'm sorry :(
i know i shouldn't.
you used to captivate me. but now, everytime when i look at you, tears start to form behind my eyes.
i can't help it, but it hurts everytime i look at you & i don't know why.
what puzzled me the most is why do we like suddenly stopped talking in school?
sometimes, it's saddens me.
but i know, we're just maintaining "low-profile".
damn, i'm just pissed off with this "low-profile" thingy.
i wish we can just start talking like we used to before.
but i find it difficult. do you know that?
i can't do anything about it.
you looked happy and fine with eveything, so i'll just go with the flow.
i will be right here waiting.
i know, you're busy with your own stuff.
it's alright, i understand.
you do your thing, & i'll do mine.
but i'm afraid if you ....
never mind, i can't say it here.
just so you know,
millions of people would complete this world,
but i only need you to complete mine :)
m.


Monday, May 24, 2010

damn shit.
i'm damn worried for tomorrow's ptm.
i wonder if my mum remember that she has to come down to school tomorrow.
-.-
holidays are coming.
have to drill myself to study.
btw, i got my old tutor back & i'm damn happy :D
this time, no more playing. must study.
today had the emergency preparedness exercise in school.
it sucks big time can?
thought it was fun, but it turned out the opposite.
i want tomorrow to come quickly.
just get this ptm thing done and over with.
okay, my life's totally fcuked up right now.
everything i do doesn't seem to turn out right.
:(

why can't i just be my normal self when i'm around you?
stupid me.


Sunday, May 23, 2010

dear mystery guy,
i should've have seen all these coming, but no, i was blinded by the "love". you make me laugh, you make me smile. & now you make me cry.
i guess it's my fault. i shouldn't have put too much hopes on you. i expected too much from you. & this is the result. i trusted myself to trust you. i believe that you were different from those guys out there who broke me a lot of times. but now, it seems like you're starting to show me that you're actually turning into one of them. or did you become like this because of me? i don't know.
you never gave me an answer. you heard from my friends that i like you. and above all, you've heard it from me, myself. but i've never heard it from you, but only from your friends. everyone kept saying that it will happen, but i don't believe them. in my point of view, no. i tried believing them, your friends, my friends. but it's just so hard.
maybe all this while, the feeling that i've been feeling is true after all. i shouldn't have trusted you that fast. shouldn't have put too much hopes on you. shouldn't have expected that much from you. you're no different from other guys.
thanks for once completing my life, and make me feel what it feels like to be with you for awhile. i really loved it and shall treasure it. i'm still waiting for an answer from you.
love,
h square :)
(if only you'd read this)



Let me hold you for the last time,
It's the last chance to feel again,
But you broke me,
Now I can't feel anything.
When I love you,
It's so untrue,
& I can't even convince myself.
When i'm speaking it's the voice of someone else.
It tears me up.
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much.
I tried to forgive but it's not enough,
to make it all okay
:'(

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Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Wassup.
I feel so sick right now.
Anyway, school was boring just now.
Checked the mark sheet until 0830 in class, then went to the hall for CCA thingy.
Recess, then back to the hall for Ngee Ann Poly talk.
Then went for break, back to hall until around 1245 for NE talk, then dismissed.
Slacked around in the canteen until around 2.30pm, then went home.
Nothing much happened today.
But yesterday was one of the best days of my life.
I will never forget 170510 :P
LOL.
Tomorrow UDC. Now, I don't feel excited about it.
I'm having leg cramps, and so does my body.
& I don't know why.
Please pain, go away.
I want to play floorball tomorrow.
After UDC, probably going to watch The Last Song.
Wanted to watch yesterday, but I missed the 3pm show.
Damn.
Tomorrow, MUST WATCH.
-.-

Boy, I'll be waiting ♥


Sunday, May 16, 2010

From this video, it seems like Bieber has a slight crush on Cyrus :P




Once we were a happy family
But now, it's tearing apart
:'(


Friday, May 14, 2010

I'm a little happy today without a reason.
I'm happy everyday :D
Hmm, so far got back English, Physics, Biology, Maths paper 1 & Malay paper.
I passed English, Biology & Malay.
I failed Maths paper 1 (confirm paper 2 also fail -.-) & Physics.
Anyway, yesterday trip to ITE (Tampines) was awesome :D
Hahahah!
I swear, the guys there are like WOW :P
Tapi aku tetap SP1.
The courses there are all really interesting.
But, I think I will still want to go to Sec 5.
I can't wait for UDC, which is next week Wednesday.
Floorball, floorball, floorball.
I WANT TO WATCH "THE LAST SONG" WHICH HAD ALREADY BEEN RELEASED YESTERDAY.
Maybe watching it on Monday. I HAVE to watch it.
Ugh -.-
If we’re perfect for each other, and if we’re meant to be with each other, we will be with each other ♥



Miley Cyrus & Justin Bieber Date night :) They're prolly just talking about some business stuff. But they look cute, though. Shakinah, jangan jealous :P



Wednesday, May 12, 2010

there''ll be that time in life when you feel like just screaming at the top of your lungs, not bothering about the people around you.
sometimes, life is good, but sometimes, it's not.
i just feel like i'm losing hope already.
why can't everything be perfect for once?
i want to know what's in your mind right now.
will it happen or not?
are you just playing around, or are you serious?
or am i just being unreasonable, and freaking out for no reason?
the time that we spent yesterday was great, and i love every second of it.
okay, i think i'm just stressing myself out for no reason.
i need to stop thinking negatively.
i need to stop.
fml



exams.are.finally.over
phew! i think my results won't be that good.
no hope for poa and maths. i don't think i did well for geography either.
english, bio, physics, malay and social studies was okay.
the rest? i don't think so.
tomorrow will be getting back the results.
i'm not really in the mood to get them.
:(
anyways, at 1.15pm tomorrow, sec 4N will be going to tampines ite.
i can't wait for that, and i don't know why.
awesome.
can yesterday repeat again?
:(


Wednesday, May 05, 2010

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