guess what i bought today? UPIN & UPIN coloured pen. 10 pens, 10 different colour. cool or what? from today onwards, whoever text me, please start with "Na". the "Na" comes from Hanna. get it?

example:

na, meet me now.

hahaha! i just like it without a reason. anyway, i think i've been entering my la-la land very often this past few days. i'm just happy, that's all :)

i miss my dodoi already ):

When I'm able to power through the times when I want to give in,

I become so much stronger than I thought was ever possible

:)

it's already the 3rd day of hari raya. yesterday went to my dad's side. the day before that, stayed at grandma's place. lot of guests there. the last guest came at almost 12am, i think. haha!

anyway, slept at 2am last night then woke up at 6am cause cannot sleep. so decided to go to school rather than waste time at home. not much people came. i'm alone in class today. shakinah and deeyana came today. suppppeeeerrr sleepy in class. slept a lot of time. zzzzz.

after school, went j8 with shakinah and deeyana. ate at LJS. then walked around. i bought a jonas brothers magazine that came with a free t-shirt. i was expecting the shirt with a picture of them. end up, i opened the shirt and all that's written on the shirt was "JONAS" -.-

so now at home. i hope everything will be the same tomorrow. i just wish it would turn out just like today. only God knows.

HAPPY ADVANCE HARI RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMS!

:)

lots of things are currently in my mind right now. Family, Friends & you. i just don't know who to turn to. all i need now is a pair of listening ears and a shoulders for me to cry on. why is everything changing? why does it seem so different? or am i the only one who's just think this way? i ask myself. now, i feel like i wanna be like a kid again. so happy, so cheerful, problems-free.

i've been very paranoid lately. i don't know why. it's just that i couldn't find my happy self whenever i'm around that person. well, i just wanna apologise if i did accidentally scold any of you guys. i really didn't mean it. sorry, i'm not suppose to venge my anger out to anybody.
earlier this morning, didn't feel really good. thanks to bryan and zheng lun, their actions made me laugh a lot, especially bryan trying to irritate everyone. hahaha! after school, slacked foyer while waiting for mcc to start. not much turned up for today's practice. after practice, went home.
i wanna say thanks to:
nanat- for telling me the news:)
shakinah- for being my listening ear before mcc started and cheering me up:)
deeyana- actually i don't know what she did. lols.
raudhah- for cheering me up
thanks guys. i don't know how am i going to continue to stay strog without all your support. the person that's missing is nurul amanina. where are you? hahaha.
i don't know why i'm mad at you
but i just don't want to see you
i'm moving on.

Happy 17th Birthday,

Nicholas Jerry Jonas!

(Nick Jonas)
:)

and not forgetting,

Happy 11th Birthday,

Mohd. Ameen:)

will blog when i feel like i want to. these days, not in the mood to blog:(

sorry

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watched this movie yesterday, and it was good :)

yesterday outing with reihana. met her at bishan mrt and mrt-ed own to bugis. i got 3 pairs oe earings, 1 necklace and a bag for hari raya. we bought the bag first, then went down to swensen's to make reservations for breaking fast. they told us to be back at the restaurant by 0645. we couldn't find anything to do, so reihana treated me to a movie. BANDSLAM! it was quite good, actually. very funny. movie finished at about 6.30pm, so we went to swensen to pace our order. while waiting for the food to come, reihana was tweeting. then i tweeted, but then i had difficulties tweeting because unfortunately, i forgot what my password was. there's a lot of thing in my mind, until twitter password also i forget. after dinner, went back to bugis street and reihana bought me all the other stuffs. then we took the train back home. took a lot of pictures, but all of them is with her. anyway, thanks for everything and also willing to hear my "boy problem". hahas! reihana montana:)

i seriosly need to start smiling again. more smiling, less emoing/crying/angry. sooner or later you still have to get over it, hanna. it's so difficult for me to crack a smile. if i did smile, it's a fake one ):

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MCC practice today wasn't that fun, for me. i'm totally out of mood already.

going for maths class on wednesday, then maybe going out with reihana. then friday, breaking fast at nanat's house cause it's her birthday:) you know, sometimes i feel like i want my life last time when i didn't know the meaning of love yet. i was so much happier then. but yeah, time change & so do people. hope to be a better person.

i can't get my nose pierce, cause someone will be mad. so i planned to get second piercing on my ear instead.

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I.LOVE.MY.PARENTS.

please.

don't do this to me.

it kills.

now i see.

there's no point in living anymore.

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you're just trying to make a big fuss about something that's small.

you're just being P.L.

-.-

you're just being an attention seeker, that's all.

alhamdulillah(thank God) everything is over, i hope.

whatever it is, just cry me a river, build a bridge and GET OVER IT.

:D

today was an okay day. and i hope tomorrow would be better. or not. i'm nervous on getting my results slip tomorrow. i think i fail a lot :(

i'm suppppeeerrr bored right now. going grandma's house later. going out with mummy tomorrow, so which means after school i straight away go home. next week holiday. i'm aiming to be using that time studying/revising. i don't want to retain.

i love this picture & i don't know why

:)

anyway, yesterday had the teacher's day celebration

in school and it was an okay event.

i was kind of irritated at where i'm sitting in the hall.

nanat knows why;)

homies followed me and deeyana to bishan to visit

our primary school.

met up with nabil first at the playground outside school.

all i gotta say is i had a fun time yesterday.

met most of my primary school mates,

:P

saw nico at my school. haha, just being random.

i left earlier while deeyana and kircheal continue

to find teachers, while the boys play soccer in the canteen.

today, no school. finally, time for me to sleep.

chatted with nanat, and told me what's going to happen tomorrow.

i'm sooo ready!

oh well.

oh, tomorrow have mcc practise.

mcc members don't forget to bring your shirt.

having tuition later.

zzzzz

i seriously want to buy miley's album.

it's worldwide release was yesterday:D

oh, he's online :)

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