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Thursday, May 14, 2009
Everythings.Turning.Upside.Down Exams are officially over. Not going school tomorrow. And I don't know why. Thanks to Nurul Natasha and Raudhah who tried to cheer me up when I was in tears just now. You guys are the best! Bit by bit, tears stream down my cheeks when I'm on my way home. Thinking. I just feel...different. People are treating me differently. They kinda look at me like I did something real bad. Especially when someone I really love treats me that way too. Bestie, It seems like you're changing into the opposite of what you used to be. It seems like you don't know me well enough. The way you acted really hurts me. You don't seem to care anymore. Remember those time we spent. Joked around. We tell each other everything. Now we don't. When you cried, you had my shoulder to cry on. When I cry, I had your shoulders to cry on. When you're mad at something/someone, you'll tell me about it. When you have problems, I tried my best to help you out. You told me that no matter what happens, you'll always be there for me. What happened to that? We exchange advices to each other. You said that I won't be losing anyone. I know you know her longer that you know me. But you know my behaviour. You know a lot about me. You also know which guy I really like and he's the only one that I like. Whatever I do, it reminds me of you. Why must all this happen when I really need you the most? When I really need you by my side? When I really need a good hug from you? When I really need a shoulder like yours to cry on? When I really need good advices from you? It saddens me the most, thinking about those memories and everything that we've been through together. I'm not mad at you, I'm just saying. I save all those text messages that you sent me, telling me to cheer up and saying that you love me. Looking at those, I shed a tear. I know there are people who talk about me behind my back. People that I love especially. Saying things that is definitely not true. They don't know me well enough. And I assume you don't too. I guess the past 3 years, was just pretend. Bestie, I really miss the old you. |
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