Rahmatullah Bin Ahmad
11 August 1993-17 December 2009

You were there for me.

You had to bear with all my crap.

You keep on loving me, even though you know that my heart's not with you.

You made me laugh, smile, cry, angry and all other emotions.

You saved me when I'm in danger.

You find cure for me when I'm in pain.

You'd wipe my tears away for me.

You got your heart broken plenty of times, because of me.

Even though I've been bruised and slashed at the back when I'm with you, I know you'd keep me safe.

When I'm with the bad guys, I knew you'd come and save me.

& I was right. You did.

You sacrificed a lot for me.
Yet, me being the ungrateful one, still didn't thank God for sending a great/wonderful guy to me .

And now that you're gone, I realise there's no use for me to regret.

I had my chance, but I blew it away.

With all my tears streaming down my face now, I know you'd never come back.

There's no one to wipe away these tears for me.

Though I'm not in love with you, we definitely connected.

I'm sorry for all the wrong things I had done to you.

I'm sorry for not being the person you wanted me to.

I'm sorry for not loving you the way you wanted me to.

I'm sorry for everything.

You'll never be forgotten. I promise.

I believe, Allah loves you more.

He knows better.