cross country was damn tiring, i tell you. planned with girlfriends that we'd walk together at the back. but then, things didn't turn out like the way we planned. deeyana ran off first, followed by me, raudhah then lastly shakinah. hahas!

the whole even today wasn't that interesting, anyways.

currently, lots of things are in my mind. i have not slept in 3 days, only about 1 or 2 hours, then i'd stay awake till my alarm goes off. honestly speaking, i miss the times when i used to be in love with that particular boy, and no one else. sigh, times change, and so does people. it's sad that you gotta accept the fact that in life, things wouldn't turn out the way we want it to, but the way God wants it. but, you just have to keep believing and keep the faith strong, and who knows that the things that we always wished for really happened.

all i need to do now is chill (:

but unfortunately, i can't ):